bila x mmpu nk bersangka baik~

bila org ckp awk selfish,
sy cuba pk blk sume yg baik2 awk penah buat...
sy cbe sangka baik...
bila org ckp awk gatal,
sy cbe pk mgkin awk x berniat..
sy cbe sngka baik..
bila org ckp awk sombong, bajet bagus..
sy cbe pk, x salah kot awk cri kwn2 lain dr kteorg je
sy cbe sngka baik...
tp saya pun manusia... kdg2 rse awk mmg selfish, gatal n bajet bagus...
sy doa kalau sy silap, Allah betulkan pendapat sy ttg awk..
dan kalau awk mmg dh berubah mcm yg sume org ckp..
awk dpt cari balik jln balik..
sy x nak putuskan ukhwah kita semua~
sy syg kwn2 sy~
:)

sy mmg pabocoro!~ T_T

awk suke buat sy tggu kn, mcm pabo... hmmm~~
sy mmg pabocoro... sy tujukan lagu ni utk diri sy~
haha~

Like an idiot, why didn't I know?
Like an idiot, why did I let you go?
Like an idiot, my heart cries slowly
I know now
My love is only you

Even if my eyes look for you
Even if my heart pressures me
I didn't believe that it was love
I believed that I was lonely and had to lean on you

Like an idiot, why didn't I know?
Like an idiot, why did I let you go?
Like an idiot, my heart cries slowly
I know now
My love is only you

Let's not act like idiots
Let's not heart ache alone
When tears fell because of the pain
I'd become upset with my heart for being so weak

Like an idiot, why didn't I know?
Like an idiot, why did I let you go?
Like an idiot, my heart cries slowly
I know now

Do you know, that you are my love?
Do you know, that you fill my heart?
Like an idiot, I've just found out now
You, I call you

Because without you, I cannot live on

tp lgu ni mcm over sgt.. xdela smpai xley hidup...
sy lg xley hidup tanpa kakak sy...
haha~~

hmmm.. kesian adik2

sebab ape sy blk umah?
1. sy rindu nk mkn mskn ibu
2. sy nk msk mknn feveret sy
3. sy nak main dgn adik, wpun dye sgt mengada
4. sy nk tlg ibu, dgr luahan ati dye, n share kesedihan ibu

sejak ayah tinggalkan kami, few things dh berubah
1. ibu jd lebih kuat, berhati-hati
2. adik jd pendendam
3. sy rse mcm dh xde ayah lg... dye x pedulikan kami...
kol n bg duit x ckup....

hmmmm... kalaulah ayh ley bc n i irah nk bg thu
1. ayh dh berubah
2. ayh dh x sygkan kami, w/pun kt mulut ayh ckp syg..
3. ayh dh pergi jauh sgt.... irah x dpt kejar
4. kdg2 irah rse ayah cm dh x wujud
5. ayh lebih pentingkan ank tiri dr kami..
6. ayh yg abaikan kami, bukan kami....
7. ayh dh x rasional
8. irah rse, keputusan ayah utk tinggalkan kami... SALAH~~
urmmm...
xpela, dh berlaku pun...
:(

sy gembira kte kwn!

sy gembira kte kwn.
sgt.
mgkin sy lg gembira kalo kte x kwn.
kalo kte lbey dr kwn.
hehe.
tp, sy suka begini.
awk gembira.
sy gembira.
suatu hari nnti.
mgkin.
sy harap.
sy berdoa.
:)

mungkin begini lebih baik~ ^_^

sy bahagia...
bila awk bahagia,
bila awk percaya saya,
bila awak ambil berat pasal saya..

mmg sy selalu harap lebih,
mmg sy xnk kita kwn je,
mmg sy suka awk...
tp sy rse,

mungkin begini lebih baik,
tgk awk dr jauh,
harap awk hidup dgn baik,
sy bahagia~
^_^

::here come the semester break::

it started.
so called boring semester break.
this time around, i'll make it difference.
i want to make it alive~ fulfilled.
i've had started wif 'perjalanan mengenal erti kehidupan' kat kelantan@rumah fanta syiru. continued wif rooftop rant.
i've decided myself.
someday.
i'll be someone GREAT.
someone ppl will acknowledge.
someone dat will make mom proud.kak long too. n ayah~
someone dat can live well.
someone with eternal happiness.
this sem break.
i'll make it a LIFE.
reading books.lots of book. berbakti kpd ibu bapa. keep everything clean. closer to HIM.
tenks to saifulislam.hlovate.
u've been such inspiring ppl ever.
tenks to ya story.
n most tenks for HIM dat had acknowledge me to a great person like u.
cuti ni akan jadi sem break terbaik.
starts wif ppl around me.
i'll be great daughter,
i'll be great sister.
i'll be great friend.
insyaAllah~
the others i'll write later...
:P
and i've decided to write a review of all the great book dat have inspired me.
i'll hope it will inspired others too.
may Allah bless

When You Are Ready To Love

From the first time we met, I knew we would be friends
You had a different air than others that I knew
I am also alone in this world I’ve come to know
Finally, I’ve met someone like you

I know that I might’ve been a bit cold at times
But that was just the way I dealt with all my fears
You took the first step to show I don’t have to be alone
And now I, I know I love you

I will be waiting for you
Don’t care how long it may take
I will always be right here
When you need to laugh or cry

You let me know
When you are ready to love
And I will rush to your side
To sweep you into my arms

Maybe one day you’ll know the love that I’ve kept inside
I know love comes with pain; it’s so hard to erase
All that I’m asking is for you to let me stay here
Don’t be scared; you can lean on me

I know I’ve found the one when I look into your eyes
I will wait by your side till you can give me your heart

dedicated especially to him~~

:P