I've accomplish much!!~~

nk start ngn pe eh?? praktikal? cuti2? kawin mak cik tini? ke shopping? ha-ha

byk sgt nk cte!!! hehe..

let's start wif the first one then,

::Zoo Taiping Practical::

sepanjang praktikal... i've learnt a-lot!! really a-lot!!!

dr kongkang smpai ke singa... sume ak dh try~

pengajaran yg ak dpt: it's not how much love u've had from the start.. but how u build the love to the end~

mula2 dulu mmg slalu tnye diri sendiri btol ke pe yg ak wat ni... hmmm...

rsenye ak dh jpe jwpn yg plg baik: pengajaran diatas~~ :P

semoga suatu hari nnti ak bley menyumbang ke ats kesejahteraan manusia sejagat, agama, bangsa dan negara melalui karier ini~~ Aminn :)

bahagia.teruja.gembira

ok, next!!

::kawin mak cik tini::

the best part is... jupe kak long!!! nek kete bru kak long!! family gathering!!

walaupun kejap je tp sgt bermakna!! bhgia sgt....

mak cik tini, irah harap bahagia bersama mak cik selalu... selamat bercinta smpai ke syurga!! Aminn!!

time mcm ni la kdg2 rse nk stop je mse... hehe~~

my big family!! <3

last but ot least!!

::shopping::

kali ni mmg btol2 shopping la, x hengat dunia...

haha... thnks kakak, ibu n adik2... u're the best gift i've ever had... luv u loads!!

kasut, baju, etc..etc...

haha... tp x ley over2.. jimat kne jimat!!

yg penting, jln2 kl kali ni x sesat.. terima kasih kpd google map, cik ana n pokde~~

kali ni pnye cuti sem rsenye fully used..

start wif vet camp, rehat2 kt umah, praktikal kt taiping, kenduri, jln2~~

i'm doing great!!~~ thank you Allah~~

:)

Azam.Cita-cita.Impian

kwn sy x islam, tp dye rajin bce pasal islam...

sy islam, tp bpe byk buku yg sy dh bce psl islam???

sy ad byk masa, tp sy gne utk mende x berguna...

sy ad byk peluang, tp sy gunakan sepenuhnya utk lebih mentaatiNya~

sy selalu terlajak bgn subuh,

sy selalu solat akhir waktu,

sy jarang wat perkara2 sunat,

sy jarang bce Quran,

ay khilaf, ampunkanku Ya Allah,

Ya Allah, terima kasih utk sahabat ini...

sy nk cari jalan pulang...

Ya Allah, bantulah hambaMu ini pulang ke jalanMu

bantulah jua sahabatku mencari jalanMu~~

Amin~

mahar cinta

Andainya dapat engkau mendengarkan
Suara dihati melagukan rindu
Kiranya engkau mampu mentafsirkan
Setiapkan bait kata-kata yang terucap

Pasti dirimu kan memahami
Harapan kasih yang terbina
Sekian lamanya disudut hatiku
Hanyalah untukmu

Bukanlah aku sengaja
Melindungi rasa di jiwa
Namun bimbang diri kan terleka
Hanyut dibuai angan dan mimpi indah
Hingga terabai segala cita
Sedang khayalan tak menjanjikan
Segunung kebahagiaan
Sebagai mahar hantaran

Apakah mungkin engkau mengerti
Setiap cinta yang dilafazkan
Bukanlah sekadar mainan
Tetapi sebuah janji

Andainya dapat engkau mendengarkan
Suara dihatiku melagukan rindu
Kiranya engkau bisa mentafsirkan
Setiap bait kata-kata yang terungkap

Pasti dirimu dapat melihat
Rahsia kasih yang terpendam
Sekian lama disudut hatiku
Hanyalah untukmu
Selamanya....

hopefully, suatu hari nnti~~
i'll be patient, i'll wait...
till then, let's be a good friend!~
:)

bila x mmpu nk bersangka baik~

bila org ckp awk selfish,
sy cuba pk blk sume yg baik2 awk penah buat...
sy cbe sangka baik...
bila org ckp awk gatal,
sy cbe pk mgkin awk x berniat..
sy cbe sngka baik..
bila org ckp awk sombong, bajet bagus..
sy cbe pk, x salah kot awk cri kwn2 lain dr kteorg je
sy cbe sngka baik...
tp saya pun manusia... kdg2 rse awk mmg selfish, gatal n bajet bagus...
sy doa kalau sy silap, Allah betulkan pendapat sy ttg awk..
dan kalau awk mmg dh berubah mcm yg sume org ckp..
awk dpt cari balik jln balik..
sy x nak putuskan ukhwah kita semua~
sy syg kwn2 sy~
:)

sy mmg pabocoro!~ T_T

awk suke buat sy tggu kn, mcm pabo... hmmm~~
sy mmg pabocoro... sy tujukan lagu ni utk diri sy~
haha~

Like an idiot, why didn't I know?
Like an idiot, why did I let you go?
Like an idiot, my heart cries slowly
I know now
My love is only you

Even if my eyes look for you
Even if my heart pressures me
I didn't believe that it was love
I believed that I was lonely and had to lean on you

Like an idiot, why didn't I know?
Like an idiot, why did I let you go?
Like an idiot, my heart cries slowly
I know now
My love is only you

Let's not act like idiots
Let's not heart ache alone
When tears fell because of the pain
I'd become upset with my heart for being so weak

Like an idiot, why didn't I know?
Like an idiot, why did I let you go?
Like an idiot, my heart cries slowly
I know now

Do you know, that you are my love?
Do you know, that you fill my heart?
Like an idiot, I've just found out now
You, I call you

Because without you, I cannot live on

tp lgu ni mcm over sgt.. xdela smpai xley hidup...
sy lg xley hidup tanpa kakak sy...
haha~~

hmmm.. kesian adik2

sebab ape sy blk umah?
1. sy rindu nk mkn mskn ibu
2. sy nk msk mknn feveret sy
3. sy nak main dgn adik, wpun dye sgt mengada
4. sy nk tlg ibu, dgr luahan ati dye, n share kesedihan ibu

sejak ayah tinggalkan kami, few things dh berubah
1. ibu jd lebih kuat, berhati-hati
2. adik jd pendendam
3. sy rse mcm dh xde ayah lg... dye x pedulikan kami...
kol n bg duit x ckup....

hmmmm... kalaulah ayh ley bc n i irah nk bg thu
1. ayh dh berubah
2. ayh dh x sygkan kami, w/pun kt mulut ayh ckp syg..
3. ayh dh pergi jauh sgt.... irah x dpt kejar
4. kdg2 irah rse ayah cm dh x wujud
5. ayh lebih pentingkan ank tiri dr kami..
6. ayh yg abaikan kami, bukan kami....
7. ayh dh x rasional
8. irah rse, keputusan ayah utk tinggalkan kami... SALAH~~
urmmm...
xpela, dh berlaku pun...
:(

sy gembira kte kwn!

sy gembira kte kwn.
sgt.
mgkin sy lg gembira kalo kte x kwn.
kalo kte lbey dr kwn.
hehe.
tp, sy suka begini.
awk gembira.
sy gembira.
suatu hari nnti.
mgkin.
sy harap.
sy berdoa.
:)

mungkin begini lebih baik~ ^_^

sy bahagia...
bila awk bahagia,
bila awk percaya saya,
bila awak ambil berat pasal saya..

mmg sy selalu harap lebih,
mmg sy xnk kita kwn je,
mmg sy suka awk...
tp sy rse,

mungkin begini lebih baik,
tgk awk dr jauh,
harap awk hidup dgn baik,
sy bahagia~
^_^

::here come the semester break::

it started.
so called boring semester break.
this time around, i'll make it difference.
i want to make it alive~ fulfilled.
i've had started wif 'perjalanan mengenal erti kehidupan' kat kelantan@rumah fanta syiru. continued wif rooftop rant.
i've decided myself.
someday.
i'll be someone GREAT.
someone ppl will acknowledge.
someone dat will make mom proud.kak long too. n ayah~
someone dat can live well.
someone with eternal happiness.
this sem break.
i'll make it a LIFE.
reading books.lots of book. berbakti kpd ibu bapa. keep everything clean. closer to HIM.
tenks to saifulislam.hlovate.
u've been such inspiring ppl ever.
tenks to ya story.
n most tenks for HIM dat had acknowledge me to a great person like u.
cuti ni akan jadi sem break terbaik.
starts wif ppl around me.
i'll be great daughter,
i'll be great sister.
i'll be great friend.
insyaAllah~
the others i'll write later...
:P
and i've decided to write a review of all the great book dat have inspired me.
i'll hope it will inspired others too.
may Allah bless

When You Are Ready To Love

From the first time we met, I knew we would be friends
You had a different air than others that I knew
I am also alone in this world I’ve come to know
Finally, I’ve met someone like you

I know that I might’ve been a bit cold at times
But that was just the way I dealt with all my fears
You took the first step to show I don’t have to be alone
And now I, I know I love you

I will be waiting for you
Don’t care how long it may take
I will always be right here
When you need to laugh or cry

You let me know
When you are ready to love
And I will rush to your side
To sweep you into my arms

Maybe one day you’ll know the love that I’ve kept inside
I know love comes with pain; it’s so hard to erase
All that I’m asking is for you to let me stay here
Don’t be scared; you can lean on me

I know I’ve found the one when I look into your eyes
I will wait by your side till you can give me your heart

dedicated especially to him~~

:P

BroKen~~ T.T

broken~

smalam,
aidilfitri 2009,
kte satu family amik gmbar smpai 1 jam,
nk pastikan ad gmbar yg betul2 cantik,
g umah sumah, cik ngah~
pastu g umah......hehe~~
irah bahagia sgt~~
tp, manela irah tahu tula raya terakhir kte satu family~

semalam,
kte tgk bola sme2...
first time satu family tgk tv same~~
irah rse sgt hepi~~
irah ingat ni la permulaan yg baik utk kte~
tp, manela irah thu ni la first n last time kte tgk tv same2~

smalam,
kte g kl anta irah dftr u,
walaupun milo fuze,
kte hepi sgt time tu,
smpaikan mase kat tol pun adik nk bgthu kt jurutol tu~~
tp, manela irah thu nilah kali terakhir kte milo fuze sme2~~

smalam,
kte g shopping kt sogo,
ayah blikan ibu mcm2,
irah pun tmpg bahagia~~
tp, manela irah thu..tu hadiah perpisah utk ibu~~

smalam,
kte dinner sme2,
ayah order ikan kukus,
tp sbb irah x suke sgt ikan kukus,
ayh tambah lg order ikan 3 rasa,
irah rse cm sgt disayangi~
tp, mnela irah thu...irah x la disayangi mane pn~~

smalam,
mungkin kita bukan the happiest family,
tp kte still satu family,
makan same2, jalan same2, raye same2, milo fuze pn same2~~

tp,
manela irah tahu...
tula last time kte rye,tgk tv, mkn n milo fuze sme2~~
sume tu x kan berulang lg,
those fading memories~~

Biarkan Bayu Bertiup Duka, Teruskan Perjalanan Kita~~